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date: Thursday, January 25, 2007
title: Love me for me.
time: 9:18 AM
I woke up 7:56AM today. God damn it. I feel so...bad. I slept around 12 in the evening na kagabi. I just had to let it all out. Cant sleep without texting friends, friends who count. I so badly need a coffee and a cigarette right now...and a friend to accompany me through these hell times. and a HUG.Im looking forward to this weekend and the next. Sana matuloy ang plans.. Im just craving. Haha. date: Sunday, January 21, 2007
title: Its sunday again.
time: 8:48 PM
Okay, I can only say one word to describe this weekend-WHEW. Hahaha. I overslept for two days straight. After our last prelim exam last Friday, dania, jayson and I said bye to each other around 5 in the afternoon. Came home at around 6 in the evening and took a nap. I woke up after 30minutes to eat dinner and went online ‘til12 in the morning. The next day which is Saturday (and btw I really had no idea what day it was) I woke up at around 11 in the morning.-11hours of sleep (hell yeah). Watched tv, went surfing, anything that a bum can do on a free week end and I wet to bed at around 3 am already- talk about oversleep hahaha. I went to bed around 2:30 and I reallyyyy couldn’t sleep so I had to rely on music to basically be my lullabye. Hahaha. And today is Sunday; I woke up 10:30am. Aylaveeet I was able to watch It started with a kiss. Harhar. I miss tito Johnny. Weird. Haha. I miss hearing his weird voice. That ever famous voice that I can hardly hear. To those of you who don’t know, he’s got a thingy in his throat. Hihi. I really cant explain it because I myself have no idea about the details but he’s got a hole in his throat and he covers it up with a hanky or whatever you call it. Scary huh? Pero I meeeees him. Cute tito Johnny. The only uncle among my dad’s siblings who has 100% Chinese blood. He’s my dad’s half brother. I think my lola is a second or third wife already-concubine style? *lol* not surprised though because my lolo lived back in the super old days. Hahaha. *sigh* and its sad how I didn’t have the chance to meet him. Huhuhu. Anyway. I was chatting with dania last night and I showed her some old pictures of me with my old short do. I want to cut my hairrrr short im telling ya! Pero hmm, maybe after summer nalang. Sabi kasi nila id probably look like a tomboy, you know..along with my hardass attitude. *lol* aminado? 8P but when dania saw the pictures naman she said it looks okay naman daw. Harhar. Tomboy amp. Sabagay, I used to be brusko naman talaga. Hihihi. And my friends would definitely agree on this thing. Haha! Uhm, I downloaded new layouts already. Harhar. Aylaveet. New layout for my blogspot and a new layout for my multiply site. Yipee! Tin saw my multiply layout and she said it was too girly. Hahaha. She said im becoming more like my opposite personality. Wtf? Hahaha! As some of you people don’t know, Im not really a perky person. In fact I used to hate pink. I wonder why im choosing it over green now …hmm? I guess nagsawa lang ako for a while sa green-nasobrahan na ata eh. Wahaha. Pero its still my favorite color.;) But I still can’t believe that fact that im becoming way too girly than expected. Dania’s fault! XP Anyway, last night I was chatting with jesi and it came to a point where we talked about me being a “bad girl”. AM I? =( *lol* Well I can attest to the fact that I USED TO BE. Nonetheless, it still wont change the fact that im a good girl now. *wenk* but honestly, to those people who are still unaware of my real personality9ew, is there even such a thing?8P) , im really someone kalog and sabog. Rhyming? Haha! I can be quiet and sentimental at times, noisy and happy-go-lucky at other times, but I guess above everything else im someone very unpredictable. I think that’s whats unique about me. Har. Other people find me tahimik and mahiyain while others find me pasaway and jolly at the same time. Sometimes its hard to get along well with me, I can be a real hardass at times. Or maybe most of the time. Haha. I don’t like it when people try to control me or even my decisions, I don’t like people judging me or telling me whats right from wrong. Its like love me for me you know? If you cant deal with it, beat it. 8P Now tell me, hardass ba talaga? Wahaha. Uhm, what else..this one’s quite long isn’t it? Hahaha. Uhm, me wants to go paintball!!! Me wants to go camping too!!! Stargazing!!! I think its really sweeeeeeet.Ü I miss it sooo much. Plans for summer: ³camping ³stargazing ³paintball ³discovery suites ³beach ³baguio Yippee!!! All these with friends harhar. *sighhhhh* its Monday again tomorrow… school again. PE again on Friday. MAMATAY NA. XP I saw avic’s recent photo album post yesterday and im soooo inggit kasi they can wear pambahay clothes in UP. Argh! Her shirt evenm had a hole sa underarm part and she couldn’t care less. Kainis! Hahaha. Hmm, I guess if I were to study in UP, my typical outfit would be: shirt pambahay jeans/jumpers(I loooove jumpers!) flipflops/sneaks -shyet inggit na mee. Wahahaha. Okay. So I guess this is the end of my looong entry. Hahaha. Halatang madaldal. 8P oo nga pala, have I mentioned n aim dyingggg to have a retreat??? I miisssss our one week retreat in baguio! I miss seeing fr. Edwin..=( oo nga pala while I was with my family doing grocery shopping over at the mall kanina, my mom and I were at the bread section (*lol*) and there was this lolo looking for a pack of pandesal. I think favorite niya yon and he couldn’t find the brand he was looking for so he asked the sales lady. Huhuhu. The scene made me miss my lolo so much…=( date: Thursday, January 18, 2007
title: Smackdown.
time: 11:04 AM
 Its thursdayyyyy. One day to go and im done with prelims na. yippee! Hahaha. But honestly I sucked big time. Buhay tamad nga naman oh. Im home alone again, I was actually doing my plates for design. I just had to stop and take a break. Har. My dad even pissed the hell out of me. Lech. Anyway, pach and my other blockmates are planning a little gimmick this weekend. Mejo nainis lang ako kasi I wanted to go to jaip for such a long time now. Err. Fine. Greenbelt. Tignan natin if makapunta ko. Har. Nakooo, I found an old lighter in my cabinet the other night. Maybe it’s a sign? Whoo. Help me god. 8P “Waiting for a beautiful boy to save me from my old ways…” Anywayyy, I can’t wait for summerrrr. I miss summer lovin’. Hahaha. I miss UBE. *sigh* there’s nothing really to put here. Im just bored. Ang ganda ng gising ko kanina biglang sudden shift of mood. Err. Smile tiffyyy. My new blog template is nice. Just that it’s a bit brutal. Hahaha. But its “half” me. And I like the title, even the layout. I don’t need yours anymore teen-teen. Hahaha. Next up new multiply template. Can’t wait! Yesterday, or whatever day I can’t anymore tell, Dania and I saw the ex of ex’s friend. This is me were talking about. “You’re such a nigger with the huge silver hoops.” *evil laugh* Ciao. Labels: Just having fun. date: Sunday, January 14, 2007
title: My brother just caught me smiling alone.
time: 6:02 PM
This is gonna be my very first official entry to this blogspot. I won’t be updating much in my livejournal anymore. Kasi naman AA friends eh. 8PErr. Its 5:03 in the afternoon, 14th day of the new year. Everything’s the same old. Just that it’s a lot busier now. Its prelim week this week in school and Im suppose to be studying and doing my plates. Grr. Hate it. I can’t wait for this weekend. My friends and I have planned a little something. Just a little get-together(again) to relieve stress and DEPRESSION. (Yes, you read it right. Depression.) Depression that has slowly taken over our system, my friends and I to be more specific. Month of depression nga naman. Haha! Breakdown during lunch time with friends; breakdown during pre-PE time with dania. Fuck. Nice timing with prelims you mother f*cker of depression. Hahahahaha. Anywayyy, I have two current favorite songs now. Sweet escape-Gwen Stefani Already over-Orson Its really nothing, I just find the lyrics cute. But I guess the song that would practically apply in my life right now is Just so you know-Jesse McCartney. Hahaha! I know, baduy. Minsan lang ako maging baduy my friends, so beat it. XP “bahala na si smiley.”-pach. Oo nga pala, I never really had the chance to share about my past with people I almost barely know. Almost lang ha. Haha. Just recently there were two people. Its no big deal. Pero it was funny. Looking back wasn’t really “me”. Sabi ko nga sa friend ko, since another friend is kinda experiencing a little “love” problem, it doesn’t really matter. Who cares what people say? Haha. yak. Ang labo na ng mga sinasabi ko. Haha! *sigh* Im listening to dashboard now. (again.) And Im stuck here at home because of unfinished school work. It’s lolo’s first death anniversary today. Huhu. I couldn’t make it. Kailangan magpaka-disiplinadong tao at mag-aral. Same lesson applies to smoking huh jesi? Ts. Haha. sobrang bilis. I can’t believe it was just a year ago… I was in the bus on my way home from my one-week retreat in baguio. I still remember clearly how everything happened in a span of minutes. Breakdown pare. And I hated it how I didn’t know the exact moment. At habang nangyayari yun lumalafang pa ako ng cake patago with a few classmates and teachers. Yeah. Super belated happy 18th star. Bakit kaya walang sign? I can’t wait to have lunch with emil again. Its been so long. And I really miss the old days. Seeing emil makes me miss highschool memories real bad. Miss ko na ang pagsakay sa backseat ng car ni emil with my very good friend Rosanne. Miss ko na ang multi-purpose building. Ang paghiga sa corridors. And pagsigaw sakin ni Ms. English while slamming her book on the table and walking out crying because of me. Miss ko nang makita si Ms. Manahan and fiancé Chino of Itchyworms walking together sa field-na ngayon ay engaged na. Miss ko na ang mga manong ang manang sa AA Highschool cafeteria. Si manong “pacquiao”. Ang AA siomai-best siomai sa mundo-ang sarap kasi ng sawsawan.(toyo and chili flakes lang naman. *lol*) miss ko na ang Assumpta theater kung saan kumanta kami ng “sound of music”. Ang walang kamatayang graduation practice. Miss ko nang makasalubong si cza sa hallways. I miss seeing the cute pre-school teacher. I miss the very famous “all eyes on me” days. Miss ko na si rowie. Tsk. Too bad.  |