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date: Sunday, March 25, 2007
title: My first day of summer '07.
time: 10:02 PM
So this is my first day of summer vacation. And it seems like I’m starting to get a little bored. Hahaha. But I know a lot of things are lined up for me for the whole two months so yay!This week ill be dealing with a few. Monday – off to school to pass my English paper (and hopefully clean out my locker stuff) Tuesdsay – my blcck year-end party Wednesday – Thursday - ? Friday – probably a night out with a few block mates For the first week of april, holy week that is, the family is planning to spend it over at the province. Beach. Yay! We’ll see if it comes about. The second week will be tita maribel’s arrival from the states. Hello mah cousins! Hahaha. Ill most likely be hard to find around that time.. and hopefully a week or two. The last week of pril will by MY WEEK. Im about to turn 19 at the 23rd. yay! Of course nobody will dare to forget out Puewrto Galera trip. I can hardly wait! So that sums up my april summer plans. And hopefully everything turns out the way I want it to be. Hihi. So before I even start to become a pro on being invisible (and this will probably and hopefully be my first and last entry for the first half of my summer), I wanna leave a line or two that only my bestest friends can comprehend. “You’re a lost boy and im refraining myself from helping you get back on track. Go help yourself and decide.” date: Friday, March 16, 2007
title: For things that matter most.
time: 5:47 PM
Oohhwee I so lack sleep! This week was hell and im totally glad its all over. One more week left for the finals. Yay! The beach has been calling my nameeee. Nobody’s leaving the country (for the nth time because tita’s the one visiting. Ohh what about the kids? Aw.)So my first year in college has almost passed. And im probably the same person still. Or maybe not? Things have changed me over the year. I never thought of commuting my way all throughout school at college. Never have I dreamt of ‘suffering’ especially back in AA. hihihi. But its good though that I learned to be independent. Well at least a little. *wink* Im still not sure about architecture. I never had and most probably will not have plans of shifting. I hope it goes on ‘til my 5th year. Im missing old friends. I don’t wanna say old friends have come and gone but im currently losing contact now. Or maybe everyone is just busy? Ugh, I hope. I was about to go home kanina when I saw her in school. I know I shouldn’t be talking about her but past will always be past. People get over it, but they can never erase the mark made by that single thing called resentment. Nyahaha. Mine was a grubby history and everyone else can never tell how I felt that time. She never fails to make me remember the past. Ancient times. sucks. *wenk* But it was definitely an experience. Fun. Hahaha! Certainly taught me how to handle life better! (Save my best behavior for a little later eh? Hahaha. *wenk*) Speaking about life in general, I am such a good girl now! Hahaha. Can you imagine how long I haven’t gone to any bar??? Whew! I never thought I could break the record of almost a year! Is it? I can’t remember the last time I went to any! Oohh, no bar hopping for the last year? Ahihihi. So maybe I could have my bunch this summer? *wenk* I was reflecting over stuffs just the other day. You know how things just easily pop in my mind. So I’ve been single hm…since my last year in high school. 2 years. 2 years of single blessedness definitely opened my eyessss to a lot of things. And I can tell how im living a great *ehem ehem* clean single life! Har! I’ve been concentrating on actually building good relationships with family and friends so that makes it a bit more exciting. Aside from being free to do whatever I want, in my own way, in my own rhythm, I can tell im really having a fun time in my single life. Now, for the people who have come and gone, people who tried to capture the entité. Hahaha. And they never really got the perfect strategy to discover the core of it sad to say. Nyahaha. For people who wants to try, *lol* im really somebody who’s hard to please. Especially if you’re not cute. Hahaha! Nah, im kidding. I laugh about the littlest things. When a guy breaks up with me, its probably because he cant take the ride. Sometimes its hard to cope up with me. But anybody trying to is really cute. But its always me who tries to leave. For the very uncanny reasons you could ever think of. Its hard to try to stay in it. I realized that before I can even take care of somebody else, I myself have to be okay first. I myself have to be happy first. Not just literally. When people engage into relationships, they become blind of other things that matter most. They become a little ‘ungrounded’. At least based from my experience. There’s like a screen shading me from things that I need to see. Im very much concentrated on my own satisfaction that everything outside becomes blurry. And that is wrong my friendly friend. nyahaha. So im on a big break now. And im about to take another BIG break this summer. Yay! I have been balancing work and fun in a social jungle. It’s a mixture of excitement, fun, laughter, stress, and tons of other stuff and it cannot get any more exciting! Ciao! |