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date: Tuesday, May 29, 2007
title: Then life goes on.
time: 10:45 PM
It’s been 24 days since my last authentic joy has set me free. Demet. I’ve been in and out of the house, trying to savor away the remaining days of my vacation. It sucks to know that classes are about to start in two weeks. To think im not ready to meet the people who made me feel unappreciated. Well, some of ‘em so to speak. I can probably conclude that people have come and gone; coming from the very famous One Tree Hill series “People always leave”. *smirk * I’m slowly getting back in track to my olf life. I once again met old friends that have gone, but came back. Who cares what the reason is. They probably missed me. *lol* while others, they’re just too brainless to let it all go away. Mike and I chatted just this afternoon and I told him about him treating me and Emil for lunch one time in school. I also heard about the news that he and Karla broke up 3 weeks ago. Aw. Everyone’s breaking up this month. Hm, I can relate to that. Har. So apart from that, im trying to keep this blog updated once in a while. Maorene has left manila already, thanks to you maorice. Everybody is probably trying to get used to their expected ‘fate’. I miss everybody already. I am already looking forward to Christmas 08/09. I’m thrilled to see Mark Allen after so many years. Btw, I am thinking of going back to smoking. People have insulted enough of me to make me feel bad of quitting. Jerk. I just wish you’d never talk to me again. Can I not see you ever again? Today, I woke up at 9 in the morning just to watch Ms. Universe live from Mexico. I freakin’ don’t know why. I lack sleep. But its okay. Well, aside from the fact that Ms. Korea is so damn pretty, and how Ms. USA is so damn cute with her dimples (not to mention her nakaw eksena) *lol*, and how Ms. Philippines looks a lot like Lumen of Surf! Hahaha! Btw, I’m sorry Harold kung hindi nanalo ang teacher mo. Hehe. Better luck next time. Uhm, I’ve been wanting to buy this gold studded crown necklace from Chantal. I looove its chandelier style. One problem though, I’m so tamad to deposit in her BDO account. Er. My ass is stucked at home! Heehee. To suckers who suck big time:  date: Friday, May 25, 2007
title: I'd rather stop if you wont open up.
time: 3:22 PM
Im trying to make the most out of the remaining days of my summer. And somehow i got a little..frustrated for some reason i dont even wanna think about. Argh. Im jaded for so long now.Labels: I might turn to a box for some peace. date: Wednesday, May 23, 2007
title: Para sa mga matitibay.
time: 4:40 PM
My last visit to zambales was a blast. Even though some frustrating people did not want to make it (*lol*), we guys had to go through with it. We had to carry on this escapade that was planned for almost a month. My efforts in planning were all worth it. Thanks to you guys Harold, vince, jayson, meo and angela. Yay! We definitely proved that it doesn’t count how many you guys are, what matters most is the company, no matter how few. The rainy weather didn’t stop us from having fun beybeh. Rain or shine its unquestionably a potip day. Haha! next year daw ulit. I cant say much more, memorable syempre. =) the photos explain it all. Also, it was lovely how kuya maolech and I bonded for the last two days. *lol* kyot. Heehee. Daming chicks, haha! *lol* coolness.  date: Saturday, May 19, 2007
title: Whatever that means.
time: 3:04 PM
I’m jaded now. These last two days were a bit weary but still has some sense and a little speck of fun in it.Last Thursday my aunt and cousin came over to visit and do a little bit of business with the help of my dad. It was nice seeing them again. After a few weeks of not feeling much of their presence, I could say I was excited to see them again. The girls were reunited once again. Yay. Haha. But I wasn’t expecting something bad would happen between me and another. What the hell is her problem? And there was something also with another. What the hell is her position? Not to mention another boy. What the hell. People snapping in unexpected times are…peculiar. It’s so funny. Some people really almost always pick the best times to drop the worst lines. As far as I know, they have shown me aggression like they have never had. Man, they shoved it in my face. I didn’t know expressing feelings are hard nowadays. *lol* date: Monday, May 14, 2007
title: And so was today.
time: 3:11 PM
Man am I going nuts with people these days. A lot of things have been coming up lately. My suppose to be bowling/bonding day with my UST friends tonight was cancelled for some reasons I don’t even wanna think about. They’re probably gonna reschedule it for tomorrow.Back track, last Friday I wasn’t able to go out and meet my AA friends due to the rain. I’ve been trying to become independent and not ask for my own driver and ride. So riding a taxi or whatever was not advisable because of the rain and I was busy doing something here at home. Mother’s day was good enough. It was nice that favoreals were reunited again. We went to lola’s house a.k.a. kabilang bahay to celebrate and have dinner with everyone else. It was good to see my lola and my uncles and aunts, not to mention my little cousins growing up so fast. And who knows, I got to meet my new aunt officially. Also, I heard my lola is going to palawan with her sisters. I haaaate it I wanna come too! Darn it. Anyway, back to the present, potip plan is still pending anddd it is already scheduled on Saturday! Help! Also, I was telling tin about it when she said she wanted to go and check out the island too. So there goes my left over days. I am so nottt ready for classes! My mom and uncles are asking me to join them for the next weekend. They’re going bicol-tripping. Its gonna be my first time to visit my lolo’s home town. Man am I so late. I guess im gonna give it a shot, now that lolo’s gone, I think I have to go check out and see for myself naman. I think most of my lolo’s relatives are located there. Besides, tin mentioned maganda daw sa bicol. So go book me for next weekend. Ciao! Labels: This is rubbish. date: Thursday, May 10, 2007
title: What is up with people these days?
time: 10:03 PM
Last night I’m glad to say I was happy because I had the chance to exchange messages with the people I love. Katext ko si maorice, si pacheng, si Harold, si Denise, si Rosanne, si ana, si michelle, si dania, pati narin si lian. LOL. Also, I got the chance to have the company of my other cousins at kridex, kuya maolech, kuya francis, ate Roxanne, marita, and mariel was there. It brings back April ‘07 memories. May 9, 2007 was a very fine day. Heehee.But my purpose in writing this entry is to ask mainly WHAT IS UP WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS? I am officially pissed off. You know what I hate? I hate people not seeing your worth, not as a person but as a friend. Most of the time people are just too, insensitive. And hell not am I being too sensitive. Sometimes one would wonder if one really is a true friend or not… it’s hard to say. That’s all im ranting about today. But basically, I am happy. Not really happy, just happy. I’ve got a few more weeks til school starts. I want to cry already. haha. P.S. Friends, if you wanna know what’s really happening in my life right now, try listening to the song buried myself alive by the used. it is definitely my band now. Lyrics below. You almost always pick the best timesto drop the worst lines you almost made me cry again this time another false alarm red flashing lightswell this time I'm not going to watch myself dieI think I made it a game to play your gameand let myself cryI buried myself alive on the insideso I could shut you outand let you go away for a long timeI guess it's ok I puked the day awayI guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own wayand if you want me backyou're gonna have to askI think the chain broke awayand I felt it the day that I had my own timeI took advantage of myself and felt finebut it was worth the nightI caught an early flight and I made it homeI guess it's ok I puked the day awayI guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own wayand if you want me backyou're gonna have to asknicer than thatnicer than thatwith my foot on your neckI finally have youright where I want youright where I want youright where I want youright where I want you Labels: It leaves behind the bitter taste of saccharine. date: Monday, May 07, 2007
title: Long hiatus
time: 2:03 PM
I’m starting over this hiatus again. I’ve been home for two days straight. I guess im not the type who enjoys bumming for too long. Im suppose to be out with friends tonight but the poor thing won’t come through. Ana and Michelle sent me a text message yesterday telling me how much they miss me already. I regretted the fact that I didn’t come with my dad back there. Two days could’ve given me a little more fun than staying here. It sucks. Anyway, my block mates and I are planning on hanging out over at Ariel’s place on Thursday. Were about to plan this 2night/overnight thing at zambales. Graba nauna pa UST sa AA sheeze. At Friday im suppose to meet up with AA friends. Were gonna go tripping at katipunan and UP, grab some isaw and stuff. Ill try to eat one this time. So aside from a few plans, everything seems fine around here and boring obviously. There’s nothing to do but chat and surf the net and watch tv and sleep and eat. I’m sick of it. Mom left this morning to meet up with dad at pampanga. My relatives at my mom’s side visited there for the fiesta. They’ll be home not later than tonight. My brothers are out playing some thingamajigs. There’s no one here but me and the household. I still can’t believe everything’s over. I miss my April. So much for May, Zambales, Tagaytay, friends, friends, friends! I’m 19, who else is gonna stop me? Hahaha! Labels: Back on hiatus date: Saturday, May 05, 2007
title: Hello world.
time: 8:41 PM
Greetings my friends! Haha. im back and ready to party. But before anything else, I wanna do a recap of the past 4weeks that went by so that I have a record in my so-called memory box. Haha.I was very busy for the last four weeks because of numerous family events. Tita Maribel arrived last April 7 and that was where everything started from. Basically what we did was: 1. Went shopping at different malls for a dozen times -I looove shopping! It has been a year since I last went shopping with my cousins and I really enjoyed it so much. 2. Spent a few days over at my cousin ana’s place -Kuya Aldwin’s place a.k.a. Ana’s place. Hihi. The house was cute. I wish I could have one like that just by myself. Nuks, the interior. Iba talaga kapag former Magna Cum Laude of interior design in UST, right kuya allen? (forgive me for the spelling, I feel drunk. 8P) 3. Visited for the first time(and ate for free) at my cousin kuya Aldwin’s restaurant Casa Mio -I was a bit surprised to hear that kuya Aldwin already had a restaurant. I didn’t know he was into that kind of interest (not to mention having a nursery too. Cool!). Kuya Alwin: an architect, restaurant owner and a nursery owner. I can tell he is at the peak of his career. Kewlll. I also had the chance to visit his office which is still on construction. Nice aquarium. Love the lights. =) 4. Went to the beach (where else but of course tito delfin’s place in zambales-just a boat ride away from potipot island) for five days straight and had the highlight of my summer ‘07 - This was definitely the highlight of my summer. And I feel sad just thinking about it being over for a week now. Huhu. Im gonna miss my cousins, aspecially JM, my cute little nephew. But he and his dad kuya Maolech just transferred here in manila so I guess I could visit the little boy whenever over at kuya Francis’ place. Yes! Can you imagine, five days in the beach? As in buhay probinsya, literal. No ref, no cable, no aircon. But living it was great. Well, almost. ABS was helpful enough to exist there and let me watch my teleseryes (haha! I know barf but I love it.). Also, who could forget the last episode of Sana maulit muli? Haha! Endless volleyball matches were also another highlight. I didn’t know all my cousins had a talent in playing that thing. Probably except for me. Haha! Billiards anyone? What about the hide the fart online game? *lol* also, who could EVER forget the one time big time wild drinking night? This goes for you too mich! Haha! and I blame it all to the boys! I will never forget what my cousin mich said to me. Mich(first time to get really REALLY drunk): ate joy, tara inom pa tayo! (in front of all the super shocked titos and titas) Me: shh! Ayoko na. umayos ka nagdadasal. Mich: hmph! Bagay talaga sayo ang pangalang joy. KILLJOY! AM NOT!!! And according to everyone else, kinutusan ko daw siya. That thing I cant remember. Guess I was drunk too. Heehee. I will mees you chelly! The beach was gorgeous. I never get tired of watching the sunset. Purples skies are awesome. I didn’t join the potipot thing because I wasn’t ready to get burned. Heehee. 5. The big 19th birthday of mine which wasn’t very big actually but was worth all the fun -So im not gonna expound on this, just a few words. Turning 19 wasn’t really a big a deal BUT its my last teen year. It seemed like for the past year, I forgot to party hard. This year is about to change baby. =) back on track! 6. Went back to ana’s place for a few days more - Since all of the hotels in clark were fully booked, we ended up in some woodland hotel. Rooms are fine. Pool sucks. 7. Had the grand family reunion at Casa Mio. - Remarkable! After a year, everyone was present again. And oh, just to remind myself, next time I need to dance in costume. Haha! It was also nice because ate Tin was there together with hubby kuya Adrian. Lola, who is by the way 81 years old, the nephews I didn’t know I have, and the perfect bonding night for the whole family. 8. filinvest, filinvest, filinvest. - This one was the preparation for tita’s departure at may 5. Went back and forth to filinvest (harry, neighbor! Haha!) to spend a few more quality time with the whole group. The boys played poker, the moms played bingo, and the dads played cards. Familiar? Haha. So this is it. Tickles, laughs, cheers, and tears. WHAT AN APRIL. Love it. =) I looove being UY. Labels: Hellooo world. |