date: Monday, January 14, 2008
title: All the lonely people-
The holidays have all come to an end and I'm back face buried on books. Not to mention my de-activation of account in the bank. Thanks to nothing. Prelims is sucking every bit of blood that's left in my restless body. Eventually I will be needing something that can revive it and make me feel as good as new- its called smoking. The thing I have long forgotten. Ive got more or less thirty minutes to get my life back on track and a few weeks to start my new life all over again. Im close to dying.
Labels: Where do they all come from?
date: Wednesday, January 09, 2008
title: God answered in silent reverie.
I was a little girl alone in my little world who dreamed of a little home for me. I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in my pretty bed of green.
I had a dream That I could fly from the highest swing.
Long walks in the dark through woods grown behind the park, I asked God who I'm supposed to be. The stars smiled down on me, God answered in silent reverie. I said a prayer and fell asleep.
Now I'm old and feeling grey. I don't know what's left to say about this life I'm willing to leave. I lived it full and I lived it well, there's many tales I've lived to tell. I'm ready now, I'm ready now, I'm ready now to fly from the highest wing.
date: Wednesday, January 02, 2008
title: A bequest from the outermost limits.
2007, the year that was, was quite well regardless the ups and downs i went through concerning my family, my friends, and myself. These are the people I keep talking about for the past 365 days. (Well, not always.) People that Ive been living with in my circle of life. People that made me happy, people that made me cry, people that I loved despite their flaws, despite their transgressions. Imperfections that taught me to struggle. It taught me to love myself more.
My New Year's Resolution: 1. Never again fail in listening to my Engineering Statics Professor. 2. To always keep my saved money in my bank account (so I dont get bankrupt by myself!) 3. To appreciate and love my Lola Susan more so I dont cry myself months after her death (in the future) like what happened with my Lolo Joe. 4. To love my Architectural career like no other and never get tired of it!(Please.) 5. To learn to forgive and forget. (HAHAHA.)
What life taught me in 2007 : 1. Life taught me that fake friends are everywhere. 2. When you want something, never give up trying, even if it takes crying blood out of your eyes. It will soon pay out. 3. Love your parents more than yourself. They've been doing the same thing for decades. 4. Dogs are a woman's best friend. They listen to whatever you say; order, love life, problems, and they let you hug them. Even if they dont want to. 5. 50% of your life is destiny, the other half is what you make out of it. 6. The lonelier you feel, the lonelier the world makes you feel. 7. If you fall, its not friends or family that will help you get up, it will always be you helping you. 8. Life's a bitch, but so am I.
Labels: These was one of those so-called-feel-good pieces.
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