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date: Wednesday, April 23, 2008
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time: 11:00 PM
Happy Birthday to meee!!! Yes folks, I just turned 20 today and I can say even though Im a year older it feels quite good to be one. I just had a wonderful dinner out with my family (HAHA wala si kuya hindi kasama) and Im thankful to God that after all those years, he has kept me and my family strong and bonded under his grace. :) And of course to you my friends who have been my loyalists (I hope so) for the past looong years we have all been together. Haha. I cant waiiit for our little get-together this coming weekend! :)By the way I want to share with you guys a little surprise that my college friends made especially for me. I knew there was gonna be one but I wasnt expecting something like this. Natawa talaga ako. XP Just click the link below. :) And dont forget to listen to the song! http://coolikethat.multiply.com/ If you want to know who the person behind all this is, well, you dont need to think about it. If you really know me mahuhulaan mo na kung sino. Haha! Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE date: Sunday, April 20, 2008
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time: 1:14 AM
Dania keeps calling it THE BIG 20. I don't wanna think of it that way but no matter what I do I just cant help but think its something really big. Twenty years. Man Im old.I've been living in this wonderful world for nineteen years, three hundred and sixty-three days and one hour and nineteen minutes. But aside from that fact, I still dont know how to cook, I still don't know how to iron my clothes, I haven't even done the things I'd like to do before I die. Stupid huh. For the past twenty years I haven't even conquered my fear of heights. Its amazing how a person has so much to do in this world yet never have the chance to. May it be something he wants to do or just something he has to do. I've been living in this world for twenty years but I still don't know what the essence of life is. How ironic. I can still remember every bit of emotion I felt back in seventh grade, when Sir Ruel called me in class, out of the blue. I was ashamed of what I wrote, thinking how senseless it was. He said he liked my essay. Its an essay I wrote in our exam. If I'm not mistaken its about life. I wrote their how people are supposed to live their lives here on earth. What life has for all of us. What life means. What life's essence is. The true meaning. Its real purpose. And now, I'm still very ashamed of myself. How six years later I still don't have the answer to the fucking question. I can pretty much relate to Josie Tyrell. She's a fictional character in a book I just finished reading recently. Living in a world of drugs, sex, love, music, modeling, art, and acting. After her boyfriend committed suicide, she wondered what there is in the true world. Where it is. Or if it even exists. Its fucking confusing. What the hell life. Just give me a goddamn million dollars then maybe Ill know what the true world means! Or not. Haha. At the age of twenty, even though there are still a lot of things I dont know, there are also a lot of stuff I do know. Experienced baby. Loud and proud. XD People may think my life is easy, but it ain't fucking easy as you think it is. Why is the world so damn complicated? People are making it a lot harder than usual. Why cant they just live the simple way just like the way it was back then? Crap. This is where it comes in. "I hate stupid people.". Living life everyday with all kinds of people trying to pull you down. Freaks and bitches trying to break you down and you just cant help it but return big the favor. Marami talagang malalaki sa buhay ko. Haha! Big favors, big 20, big bad wolves, etcetera. If you know what I mean. On my 20th, bigger responsibilities await me. Not only that, but also bigger circles of friends, bigger challenges, and bigger bills. haha. Im an adult now! Are you sure you want a piece of me?! XD Labels: The Big 20. date: Friday, April 11, 2008
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time: 10:16 PM
I puked the day away. Nothings so surprising about it anymore.I wake up in the morning; I look around for something interesting I could find. If nothing shows up, I try to grab breakfast, or at least something to keep my stomach from screaming. I step out, give my dog zoey some human lovin', check out how my sunflower is doing and watch Home boy. Yes people, thats my everyday routine this summer. Exciting, dont you think? I can die just thinking about it. If I don't find an interesting movie among the dvd stack here, I usually bum all day. Then I just wait for my precious moment to come. The only moment where all my problems seem to vanish. My moment of truth. My moment of hope. Its bliss people. You read it right. HANA KIMI. Its what keeps me alive this summer. This unusually hot hot f*cking summer. If my sunflower grows in about two weeks, then Ill be more than fulfilled. Can you imagine how boredom controls people? It made me plant a freakin' sunflower. I have lots of other flower seeds here. The ones you've never even heard of. Want some? Anyway, a few nights ago I was thinkin, I realized I never imagined how much hatred I could feel for some fuck*n b*tch. I hope she trips and cut her throat so Im never gonna hear her f*ckin ugly voice again. Along with her boyfriend. Ive never felt this cheap before you f*ckin b*tch. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS WORLD? WHERE THE HELL DID THE REAL WORLD GO? I almost lost my temper with my younger brother just an hour ago. MARISIANS SUCK. Did i get the spelling correctly? If you live in this shack in this ugly neighborhood with freaks and bastards just outside your gate along with your dysfunctional mom and brothers, whats gonna happen? Well, its not that bad. Im just exaggerating. *lol* but IT COULD GET WORSE. Labels: Kill me now. Or should I kill you now? date: Monday, April 07, 2008
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time: 7:35 PM
Fucking summer. A few weeks ago, I thought I'm gonna be spending my summer re-taking my engineering class. I almost felt doomed for life. BUT WHAT DO YOU KNOW? I PASSED! We should celebrate! Lets have a drink! XD Anyway, I told myself that I cant plan my summer. Well, not unless i get cleared from all my subjects. Now that I am, I don't fucking know how to plan my summer. I just got back from Zambales and now I'm lost. Where to? Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I didnt apply on any summer job because I wasn't sure back then. Now what? I cant live for two months just doing nothing. KILL ME NOW. Doggy-dogg part II: Zoey(Our other dog=half beagle half Japanese spitz) is pregnant! How wonderful! At least aside from space I get to stare at puppies too. *lol* Pagkatapos niyang ma-rape ng maraming beses sa labas ng bahay, heto na siya. Preggy. And she even tried humping me! WTF. Inday pareho tayong girl. WTF. Fucking summer. Labels: I can stare at space the whole day. date: Tuesday, April 01, 2008
title: MY FIRST OF APRIL
time: 1:44 AM
Its the first day of April my friends. Its April Fool's Day. I just fooled my freakin' self that those babies are gonna grow up just fine. They're all gone. |