We were the kings and queens of promise.

This summer I learned a lot. And its practically your fault. You making me stay a little while longer than expected at home, minimizing my out-of-town trips and social activities, making me a little more than comprehensive about things such as life and friends, dreams and hates and all the stuff a twenty-year old girl like me could ever imagine. It is a dog-eat-dog world out there. And I can say Im a bit terrified about it. Im not so sure anymore about stuff Im sure about a month and a half ago. Its like a weird force dragged me out of nowhere for about nine miles and when i looked up to see, everything was already different. Its weird. Life is so unpredictable. Sometimes the things you expect from a person might come out from another person. Sometimes the words you expect from someone you hate will come out from someone you love. Sometimes even the person you love is the person who will let you down. Yes god, hear it from me. Ive been there. The lonelier you feel, the lonelier the world makes you feel. And the people you expect to stay by your side are the ones who are so far away from you. And it just ain't getting better. Most of the times you just wanna escape and be alone for a while, you know.

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	date: Tuesday, June 10, 2008 title: Dear God, time: 9:08 AM Dear God, This summer I learned a lot. And its practically your fault. You making me stay a little while longer than expected at home, minimizing my out-of-town trips and social activities, making me a little more than comprehensive about things such as life and friends, dreams and hates and all the stuff a twenty-year old girl like me could ever imagine. It is a dog-eat-dog world out there. And I can say Im a bit terrified about it. Im not so sure anymore about stuff Im sure about a month and a half ago. Its like a weird force dragged me out of nowhere for about nine miles and when i looked up to see, everything was already different. Its weird. Life is so unpredictable. Sometimes the things you expect from a person might come out from another person. Sometimes the words you expect from someone you hate will come out from someone you love. Sometimes even the person you love is the person who will let you down. Yes god, hear it from me. Ive been there. The lonelier you feel, the lonelier the world makes you feel. And the people you expect to stay by your side are the ones who are so far away from you. And it just ain't getting better. Most of the times you just wanna escape and be alone for a while, you know. Its ironic how the person you hate is always at your face. And the ones you love feel so far away. Its hard to find real friends in a dog-eat-dog world. And boys not to mention it, is my last priority. I am happy not to think about someone 24 hours a day seven days a week just because I like or love that guy. Relationships, Its like a fairytale without a happy ending. Its temporary bliss. And Im settling for something more than that. When you hear someone hit on you, you have to either laugh or throw up. Take it from me. And never underestimate the fragility of the male ego. lol They can shoot up 35 degrees below without even warning you. Dear god, hear my pain.