Wattup wattup. It’s the first day of December 2008 and it’s a holiday. Woohoo! As you can see, im very excited. A lot of things are lined up for me for the following weeks. Paskuhan is just around the corner and FK dinner is approaching fast. I still can’t decide on what to bring though. In the meantime, a lot of plates are also lined up ahead. Bt, design, and math is crazy. Not to mention English. Professor _ is one crazy woman.

Anyway, to talk about more meaningful stuff, my net has been going crazy for the past two weeks. Pldt sucks! I’ve been dying to blog but I can’t, thanks to this weird connection. Opposing that, I’ve been having so much fun lately. My two titas and cousin visited us from the province because my tito got operated. Ever since Friday weve been playing bingo and going to malls and eating good food nonstop! Its super fun! I missed the old days when we would always visit them and chat and catch up on everything. Speaking about my tito, who is fyi very controversial, I’m guessing he’s fine now. He was operated last Thursday on prostate. I can’t even imagine him + catheter + chismis. It’s crazy. Lol. It was a bit sad because ate tin and kuya dj were out of the country and it was just us taking care of him and visiting, and his muchachas. His wife is dead and he has an 8 or 9 year old son waiting at home. Sucks to be him, but because of us, it’s lovely to be him. lol. A lot of people are there to support and love him and he can’t even see that. Oh people. What’s wrong with you. Now it’s the last day of rest and my tita is going home already. I can’t go back to my regular life, nooo. I don’t wanna study yet. I’m so looking forward to our reunion on the 24^th of December. I think it’s gonna be fuuun. This summer I heard tita bel, lola and mark is visiting from California. Yea! And maorice is coming home on the 22^nd of December. Yeee!

Another thing, can I just share that a week ago my dog was missing. My stupid brother couldn’t even care less and left the house open. When he got back, bingo was gone. We thought somebody stole him. But then my dad found him through his connections. He was right at the other side of the highway, inside a subdivision I barely knew about. My dad said he could’ve followed a bitch out there. He’s on the verge btw. He’s 7months old. I cried so much I posted a lost bulletin at our gate with a 1000peso reward. Lol. Talk about desperation. I was so glad my dad found him! Although we still paid the reward for the owner of the house he was staying in. correction, I paid. I wouldn’t know what to do if we didn’t find him. He’s like my best friend. Aww. Lol.

I have so much to talk about! My dad is turning 51 on Thursday. Woo! December 4 is the big day. Since my tita is leaving today, last night dad treated us on six large boxes of shakey’s pizza. It was bitin! But good enough. J I was the one who called and ordered the flavors for delivery. Yeah. I’m such a good daughter I bought my dad a leather wallet for his 51^st birthday! Why? Because he doesn’t have one! Hahahaha. And I will never forget: “Thank you for waiting. Our shakey’s representative will be with you son.” SON. Are you kidding me? It’s even recorded. Stoop. I’ve been having less sleep for the past 3. The other night I slept at around 3am already. I was even texting with pach about her new suitor aka jarz the pineapple boy. Why pineapple? Not because he has a pineapple hair style similar to dao ming su of f4. It’s because he gave her a pineapple. With flowers on top. And it’s his first gift for her! Lol. People nowadays are crazier than me already! Lol. So much is happening this month!

Last Tuesday dania broke up with her boyfriend lian. And just yesterday her guy is freaking out saying he’ll shoot his head on their monthsary on December 18 just in front of our building in school. Freaking out, as usual. This is the second time he said he’ll shoot his head. Im sorry, can I help you out with that? Too much talk yet no action. It’s so common in this world.

A week ago, dania and my other friends attended the student council seminar in laguna for three days and they obviously had fun. Angela Ariel, uni and I didn’t attend just because we don’t want to. And this coming march, there is a UAPSA seminar in boracay for four days and everyone’s planning to attend. Including me! Yippee! I’m so excited. I heard its worth 5 thousand exclusive of airfare. Its gonna be in regency and im guessing buffet all the way. Not bad huh. Not a bad way to start the summer. Everyone’s planning to work their ass off this summer. Others are planning on taking classes. And im assuring you it aint me. Job? I could. But where? I still don’t know. I don’t want to work in kuya aldwin’s office. It’s kinda crazy out there. I’m hoping dad could fill me in in his friend’s firm. Jack lim, the guy I never heard about. People say he’s big time. Scary. Can’t I just be a barista in starbucks or something? Id like that better. Lol.

I am super broke! I can’t even imagine. I want money for Christmas!!! And.. for those of you who don’t know. My friends have abandoned me and I can’t even imagine how and why. They can’t even fucking listen to me and try to fucking understand. So what if she’s upset. Im fucking upset too and no fucking body is even listening to me and I’m the one who must try to fix things? Are you kidding? Yeah. That’s what I need. A fucking ear to listen to me and even try to care and understand and make me feel like im her fucking friend. Not a person teaching me and telling me that it’s all my fault and they don’t care and I’m on this alone. That is not a fucking friend. And I am not fucking happy about it. In fact I am fucking sad. I am fucking miserable and can’t even believe friends could do such a fucking thing like this to me. I don’t even know why this is fucking happening on Christmas. If you wanna go and leave me go fucking ahead. You’ve definitely proven what kind of fucking friend you are.