We were the kings and queens of promise.

“It was weird wanting to break down in the midst of a stream of people just because. And I hate it how I couldn’t tell why.”

Breakdown during lunch time with friends; breakdown during pre-PE time with dania. Fuck.

Nice timing with prelims you mother f*cker of depression. Hahahahaha.

Anywayyy, I have two current favorite songs now.
Sweet escape-Gwen Stefani
Already over-Orson

Its really nothing, I just find the lyrics cute. But I guess the song that would practically apply in my life right now is Just so you know-Jesse McCartney. Hahaha! I know, baduy. Minsan lang ako maging baduy my friends, so beat it. XP

“bahala na si smiley.”-pach.

Oo nga pala, I never really had the chance to share about my past with people I almost barely know. Almost lang ha. Haha. Just recently there were two people. Its no big deal. Pero it was funny. Looking back wasn’t really “me”. Sabi ko nga sa friend ko, since another friend is kinda experiencing a little “love” problem, it doesn’t really matter. Who cares what people say? Haha. yak. Ang labo na ng mga sinasabi ko. Haha!

*sigh* Im listening to dashboard now. (again.) And Im stuck here at home because of unfinished school work. It’s lolo’s first death anniversary today. Huhu. I couldn’t make it. Kailangan magpaka-disiplinadong tao at mag-aral. Same lesson applies to smoking huh jesi? Ts. Haha. sobrang bilis. I can’t believe it was just a year ago… I was in the bus on my way home from my one-week retreat in baguio. I still remember clearly how everything happened in a span of minutes. Breakdown pare. And I hated it how I didn’t know the exact moment. At habang nangyayari yun lumalafang pa ako ng cake patago with a few classmates and teachers. Yeah. Super belated happy 18th star. Bakit kaya walang sign?
I can’t wait to have lunch with emil again. Its been so long. And I really miss the old days. Seeing emil makes me miss highschool memories real bad. Miss ko na ang pagsakay sa backseat ng car ni emil with my very good friend Rosanne. Miss ko na ang multi-purpose building. Ang paghiga sa corridors. And pagsigaw sakin ni Ms. English while slamming her book on the table and walking out crying because of me. Miss ko nang makita si Ms. Manahan and fiancé Chino of Itchyworms walking together sa field-na ngayon ay engaged na. Miss ko na ang mga manong ang manang sa AA Highschool cafeteria. Si manong “pacquiao”. Ang AA siomai-best siomai sa mundo-ang sarap kasi ng sawsawan.(toyo and chili flakes lang naman. *lol*) miss ko na ang Assumpta theater kung saan kumanta kami ng “sound of music”. Ang walang kamatayang graduation practice. Miss ko nang makasalubong si cza sa hallways. I miss seeing the cute pre-school teacher. I miss the very famous “all eyes on me” days. Miss ko na si rowie. Tsk. Too bad.

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	date: Sunday, January 14, 2007 title: My brother just caught me smiling alone. time: 6:02 PM This is gonna be my very first official entry to this blogspot. I won’t be updating much in my livejournal anymore. Kasi naman AA friends eh. 8P Err. Its 5:03 in the afternoon, 14th day of the new year. Everything’s the same old. Just that it’s a lot busier now. Its prelim week this week in school and Im suppose to be studying and doing my plates. Grr. Hate it. I can’t wait for this weekend. My friends and I have planned a little something. Just a little get-together(again) to relieve stress and DEPRESSION. (Yes, you read it right. Depression.) Depression that has slowly taken over our system, my friends and I to be more specific. Month of depression nga naman. Haha! “It was weird wanting to break down in the midst of a stream of people just because. And I hate it how I couldn’t tell why.” Breakdown during lunch time with friends; breakdown during pre-PE time with dania. Fuck. Nice timing with prelims you mother fcker of depression. Hahahahaha. Anywayyy, I have two current favorite songs now. Sweet escape-Gwen Stefani Already over-Orson Its really nothing, I just find the lyrics cute. But I guess the song that would practically apply in my life right now is Just so you know-Jesse McCartney. Hahaha! I know, baduy. Minsan lang ako maging baduy my friends, so beat it. XP “bahala na si smiley.”-pach. Oo nga pala, I never really had the chance to share about my past with people I almost barely know. Almost lang ha. Haha. Just recently there were two people. Its no big deal. Pero it was funny. Looking back wasn’t really “me”. Sabi ko nga sa friend ko, since another friend is kinda experiencing a little “love” problem, it doesn’t really matter. Who cares what people say? Haha. yak. Ang labo na ng mga sinasabi ko. Haha! sigh* Im listening to dashboard now. (again.) And Im stuck here at home because of unfinished school work. It’s lolo’s first death anniversary today. Huhu. I couldn’t make it. Kailangan magpaka-disiplinadong tao at mag-aral. Same lesson applies to smoking huh jesi? Ts. Haha. sobrang bilis. I can’t believe it was just a year ago… I was in the bus on my way home from my one-week retreat in baguio. I still remember clearly how everything happened in a span of minutes. Breakdown pare. And I hated it how I didn’t know the exact moment. At habang nangyayari yun lumalafang pa ako ng cake patago with a few classmates and teachers. Yeah. Super belated happy 18th star. Bakit kaya walang sign? I can’t wait to have lunch with emil again. Its been so long. And I really miss the old days. Seeing emil makes me miss highschool memories real bad. Miss ko na ang pagsakay sa backseat ng car ni emil with my very good friend Rosanne. Miss ko na ang multi-purpose building. Ang paghiga sa corridors. And pagsigaw sakin ni Ms. English while slamming her book on the table and walking out crying because of me. Miss ko nang makita si Ms. Manahan and fiancé Chino of Itchyworms walking together sa field-na ngayon ay engaged na. Miss ko na ang mga manong ang manang sa AA Highschool cafeteria. Si manong “pacquiao”. Ang AA siomai-best siomai sa mundo-ang sarap kasi ng sawsawan.(toyo and chili flakes lang naman. lol) miss ko na ang Assumpta theater kung saan kumanta kami ng “sound of music”. Ang walang kamatayang graduation practice. Miss ko nang makasalubong si cza sa hallways. I miss seeing the cute pre-school teacher. I miss the very famous “all eyes on me” days. Miss ko na si rowie. Tsk. Too bad. If I could escape And re-create a place as my own world And I could be your favorite girl Forever, perfectly together Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?