date: Thursday, August 09, 2007
title: How do I breathe.
Its still me and my unceasing thoughts. I will probably never get tired of updating my action-packed life here in my much-loved journal. Haha! Im about to take my examinations a few days from now and its really distressing. I actually had been reading notes for the past week. Im nervous I might get low grades due to my lack of enthusiasm in my studies the past two months. I can’t believe it has been more than two months. I so need a break! I miss my friends. I miss my cousins. I miss parties. I miss drinking. I miss living my old life. Huhu. I can’t wait for the upcoming semester break! Which is by the way still a few more months from now. Darn it. I guess I just have to cling on. Hold on for e few more and just listen to my music as I live this sort of eventful life of mine. Crap.
Anyway! I did a few shopping! Actually my mom did it for me. Some jeans, shirts and other stuff that I cant remember. That’s just one of the changes that occurred for the past week. AND I am definitely staying away from bitches my friends. *lol* solid kung solid, as emil would say, ‘ganun talaga.’ Well, I can say that’s one big change eh? And I can say im loving it all the way. In fact, I realized just now that there have been several changes in my life in a span of 3 months! Losing a few close friends, gaining a few new ones, its amazing. *lol* it’s not so bad. Especially if you know its not your fault. *lol* its just like mixing my alternative music with a little rnb-interesting huh. A little spice here and there gives you several lessons in life. Well of course nothing is better than gaining BUT when you lose friends that lie between real and so-called, its not so appalling. Besides, who needs a friend not ready to go with you all the way? That’s rubbish. It’s a wake up call. That’s how I consider it.Labels: Never listen to lies.
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