date: Saturday, April 25, 2009
title: Only the strongest will survive.
One word to describe this week; Bullsh*t. First of all, it was my very first week to experience too much pressure preparing for a play in just three days. Yesterday was judgment day, and for the information of all of you, it turned out the opposite way of what I hoped for. It was too damn crazy. If being a leader and vice-president would cost me this much drama and stress, then it isn't worth it at all. #$&$%^$#! It was just super relieving how my group mates were there to support me and comfort me amidst this extreme difficulties. Matay na. It was too much for me to handle, I felt bad at how Maam Lota didnt keep her promise of giving us at least two minutes to prepare for our second chance. Syempre kailangan ayusin yung audio stuff. %^&($%&$%*! We prepared so hard for this play tapos ganun nalang. @%$#^$&*^%^$* talaga. Ang papangit kaya nung sa ibang groups! @#%#^&%^&%&^*(! It was shameful for my part. Very shameful. Humanda kayo next week. #@%#^&$&*%^&% niyong lahat. For my opening remarks, Maam lota complemented on how I got the 'catch' for it. ts, yeah right.
Last night, i arrived around 8pm at home and didn't get the chance to come to the airport with my lola and lolo. Yesterday were their last day here in Pinas and they're probably on the plane right now to Calif. During my birthday though, everybody from the family was their. Well, almost. Tita Thelma was there, Mariel, Marita and here siblings were there. Kuya francis and Ate Xan was there, Tito Ram and Tita Odette was there, Mich and her mom was there, Tito Delfin and dek were there, my brothers were there, it was almost perfect. It was just sad how Ana and the others couldn't make it. She's too busy with work in the hotel so i perfectly understand. The food was great! There was lasagna made by my mom, Kare-kare, my cake, pancit i think, Tita Thel baked here specialties, there was also Lechon de leche! Syempre bonggang-bongga. Hahaha! Btw my cake had "Happy Birthday Joy! Love, papa and mama" Lol. Sadly, my super smart mom havent thought about bringing the camera that night! So no pictures for all of you. Haha. Although Tito Ram had his and video-ed the blowing of the candles thing. Haha. Now, the world feels and seems so different from before. I'm totally legal for everything! Im 21!

I wasn't able to say goodbye to my cousins properly the last time we were together and i felt so stupid. I miss them already! Now i have to wait for 8 months to see them again. $%^#^&. Today is another questionable day. I keep telling myself 'no worries no worries' but then here it goes again. Hoping for the best!
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